I can’t believe we are already halfway through! This week has actually gone really well, and it is probably my favorite week that we have had so far. We spent the week doing our typical class work and activities and the students worked their hours at local agencies. On Thursday for our college visit we traveled to Huntsville to tour Alabama A&M, and on our way back to Montgomery we stopped in Hoover for the students to shop at the Galleria. Also, on Saturday, we traveled back to Birmingham to spend the evening skating and racing go-carts at the Trussville Playstation. This week has involved a lot of driving, but it has been very rewarding. In fact, the highlight of the week was on Friday when the speakers from the Alabama Department of Public Health invited our group to attend a conference that was hosted by the Adolescent Pregnancy Prevention Branch. This was the type of conference that many nurses and social workers attend for continuing education hours, and it was a great honor for our group of young adults to be asked to attend.
I did not really know what to expect at the conference. I was worried that our students would be bored, which would result in them being disruptive or falling asleep. However, I was pleasantly surprised to find that the material discussed was actually very interesting and the students were actively engaged in the conference by asking questions at appropriate times. Actually, I would venture to say that many of our students left the conference a changed person. I know that I did. One of the speakers at the conference was a twenty-year victim of human sex trafficking. She told us her story and how she began prostituting herself as a young teenager and continued his lifestyle for many years. She said that at the time she claimed that she consented to doing this, but today she realizes that there was so much brainwash and psychological abuse surrounding the situation that it was not consensual at all. She was forced to sell herself for sex in 48 different states and also Mexico and Canada. Her take home message was that prostitutes do not sell themselves for sex because they want to. Often it is done because there is a gun pointed to their head. Often it is done through brainwash. The same holds true for pornography. A 13 year old cannot consent to sex. That is the bottom line. Today, she is a survivor. She founded a faith-based organization called The Well House, which is a shelter out of Birmingham that rescues victims of sex trafficking and gives them a place to stay in order to recover. Yes, sex trafficking happens in Birmingham, Alabama. At the end of her presentation, the whole room was silent until a few of our girls raised their hands to ask a question. Through tears, they expressed their gratitude for what she had told them. They, too, were victims of sexual abuse. They, too, spent most of their lives thus far blaming themselves for what has happened to them. They, too, had no sense of sexual purity because sex had no meaning to them. They, too, have hated men for many years because it was men that had done this to them. They were broken. About half of our girls admitted to being victims of some kind of sexual abuse on Friday. I also have a feeling that there are others who are not ready to talk about it yet. Talking about it seems so hard, because it makes that nightmare become a reality again. But I am so proud of my girls who did decide to talk. Now, they can begin the healing process. I was able to talk to one girl one-on-one and she shared with me some of the specifics of what has happened to her. She told me that I was only the second person who she had ever told this to before. Unlike the first person she told, she said she actually felt comfortable talking to me about this. Upon hearing that so many of the other girls had been through the same thing, she finally felt like she was not alone anymore. I’m so thankful that I was able to be a part of the beginning of her healing.
I truly believe that it was the providence of God that led us to this conference on Friday. For the first time in the last few weeks I felt a sense of significant progress. So much is out in the open now and the students know more about each other than ever before. They understand one another in ways that I can never understand or relate to. But I can have empathy and I can be a shoulder to lean on and a set of listening ears. Please pray that God will equip me to help these girls in any way that I can.
One of the questions asked by an audience member was how a person who has not been sexually abused can reach out to a victim. She gave us three steps:
1. Introduce Christ. Because it is a faith-based organization, Jesus is the center of all they do. She did not mean for us to preach to people, but rather to just tell who Jesus is and how he can redeem us. When it gets down to it, Christ is the only way to reach complete healing.
2. Tell what you have overcome. Even though we haven’t all experienced the horror of sexual abuse, we have all experienced some kind of setback that we have had to overcome. Tell your story. Share your coping mechanisms. Allow them to understand that everyone has struggles, some more than others, but we must all work to overcome them.
3. Don’t ask why or pass judgment. This is extremely important. Don’t ask “why did you continue to subject yourself to that?” Chances are they will not have an answer. Instead they will pass you off as judgmental and feel as if you are trying to hurt them rather than help them. Also, do not call law enforcement. This will only scare them away, rather than bring them to a place where they can find healing. They do not trust you yet. You have to build rapport and show them that you can be trusted before you can effectively help them.
I would like to end this by saying that if you or someone you know is a victim of any type of sexual abuse, you are not alone. You may feel trapped or isolated, but I promise there are people out there who understand your pain. There are also people out there who want to help. Sexual abuse and sex trafficking can happen to anyone. It has no racial, religious, cultural, or socioeconomic discriminations. You cannot look at someone and know if they have been through this. It leaves a scar that never disappears, but I believe there are people out there who can help that scar fade. I would like to think that I am one of those people, and I would tell anyone that I am here to listen and to talk and to provide you with resources that could help you more than I can. Do not keep silent any longer. Please share this information with others. You honestly never know who may need it.
More information about The Well House can be found here: